hmmm... hiz... updating here bcoz i juz cant seem to be able to access hi5. bleah. i tried for a long long time le... i give up!
this was wad i wanted to submit long time ago. going to paste it here... later then update bout today...
hizhiz.
i remembered i wrote an entry on wednesday.
but it dun seem to appear here.
it was about the match against nan chaiu.
we won.
*cool*
27:51.
alvin, yk n zan yu went to cheer us on.
*so nice*
went to yk's house after dat.
play bball.
play wif people we din noe.
they so tall lor.
keep getting rebounds.
their shooting sucks!
muz shoot 4, 5 times under basket den go in.
den played cards at his house.
jiu go home le.
we walk to a bus stop quite far away.
i was complaining about how heavy my bag was.
den zan yu say he can help me take.
hahas.
*so nice*
thankz wor.
so he help me take lor.
i took his bag.
at least it was lighter than my own.
no homework dat day i think.
gd rite.
dat nite called alvin.
ask him bring stuffs for ipw.
den call zan yu.
ask him stay back the next day.
talked to him until 10?
talk for 1 hour...
hahas.
until his dad scold den hang up.
sorry wor boy.
hai u get scolded.
*=p*
today's real boring.
first lesson home econs.
teacher nv come.
*so gd*
but got relief teachers come.
*too bad*
they brought us to S1 to watch dunno wad movie.
*not bad*
very funnie.
hahax.
hvnt watch finish bell ring liaox.
*sads*
next lesson was math.
*bleah*
she went through homework.
den give us worksheet.
got one activity nid to cut 2 squares of different sizes de.
den muz stick together n draw line.
using coloured paper.
*so troublesome*
of coz i din give a damn la!
everyone doing except me.
*hahas*
zan yu asked me y i nv do.
i told him i din feel like doing.
he said i was giving miss ow yeong attitude,
i told him i din care.
*wadever*
hahax.
used my recess to do math homework.
onli 2 questions.
not dat bad.
reading...
of coz din read la!
i turned back to talk to zan yu n zhong huan?
*i guess so*
miss goh come den i look out of the window.
she din even see.
*bleah*
i dun like her...
AT ALL.
but mrs goh come den i juz stare at the words in the book lor.
*wad else*
science lesson was lab lesson.
tot it would turn out to be another boring one...
but it wasnt.
quite fun.
coz time passed real fast!
after sch went to have lunch wif the usual gang.
den went back up to class.
played truth or dare.
me kenna twice leh!
den after dat i say i nid to go down le.
by the time we reach the sports hall about 2.10 le?
nan chaiu against naval base.
naval base won la.
we warmed up n stuffs.
n i hurt my thumb.
it turned a different colour!
*so pain*
pain until half the match finish still pain.
*wa liao*
my class n 1/4 came to watch.
they scream until so damn loud!
i din play...
AT ALL!
*useless*
i feel so zi bei...
so useless.
*haix*
but we won yishun town!
*woohoo*
30:37
finals on the 29 of july.
*long wae?*
dunno la.
but at least got time for my finger to recover mahx.
after match went back to sch.
mr neo talked to us.
about wad...
i forgot.
*ha*
dun realli care.
onli know he made a few cry...
cheer up bahz.
it isnt dat bad.
u guys played well.
better than me rite.
din even play.
crunch was still quite sad.
i dunno wad to say to her or cheer her up.
so i say anything.
den she walk towards the carpark alone.
they told me to go after her.
well,
i did.
*smilex*
i talked to her...
n i told her i was hungry.
heex.
she say she can go opposite wif me to buy food.
*so nice*
so i went to get nuggets n hallo panda.
she got herself a cup of bubble tea.
den we went back to sch.
i finish eating...
den i went up to class.
talked to zan yu?
*yars*
n den he went for NCC.
i watched alvin they all play soccer in class.
*cool*
went down at 6.
met crunch, ade, xin ying, casey, potter n xiao hui there.
they were teasing potter.
calling her ah hua,
bcoz her slippers was very flowery?
*heex*
we laughed n laughed n laughed.
crunch went home...
followed by 'ah hua' xiao hui n casey.
left me, ade n xin ying.
n mom was onli on her way to fetch me lor!
*argh*
she bluff me say she will reach there very soon.
den gang hao NCC dismissed.
saw zan yu...
talked to him again?
*yars*
he ask me help him look after bag coz he wan change.
mom came at tt time.
i told mom to park there n wait first until zan yu come out.
den i went to get my baggie.
turned and saw mr neo talking to my mom?!
*diao*
i was like 'oh no'!
so i waited for zan yu.
he came out...
den i said bye to him...
den went to the car.
mr neo was still there talking.
*argh*
din hear wad he said though.
den said bye to him...
n came home.
nothing much.
tml still got training.
*haix*
u were so close once again.
so close.
but i dun think u noticed me.
u nv do i think.
im find excuses to get close to u,
hoping that u will finally realise my presence.
but even if u do notice me,
u may not even like me.
*haix*
here i am wishing dat u are mine,
but are u also there hoping that im urs?
*as if*
why.
why cant i juz hv u?
why.
why cant u love me like i do?
why.
why cant u give us a chance?
forget it,
juz tell me u dun like me n i'll know wad to do.
heys... the 'U's in my entries not referring to anyone in particular hor... onli some maybe is my draem boy* la.
maybe la... i hvnt realli decided.
-i've nv written bout him since the day i was told not to. the U in the entries from dat day clearly refers to no one. even if it refers to someone, it's not him. relieved now?-
